So, life update: I joined a sorority. I got a job. I love my friends. I’ve been drinking a whole lot. I’m still in love. I finally have a graduation date. School is killing me. I wanna be more creative again.
I never thought I’d do it. I never thought it was for me, everyone that knows me thought it wasn’t for me either. But I can honestly say, it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I’ve made the best friends and have found my future bridesmaids. I seriously consider my friends, my family. They have made Hawaii my home away from home.
I recently got a job and it truly is a love, hate relationship. It really is the best job in the world, but it also has major challenges. Two seniors girls that I really connect with are leaving and I just feel unprepared. I really am in a huge debate if I want to stay or throw in the towel and put my efforts somewhere else.
Like I said, I love my friends. I’ve never met so many amazing people in my life. I literally found two of my bestest friends EVER, I love them so much. My friends that I met here literally saved me. Without them, I literally don’t know what I’d do or where’d I be. They are truly like my sisters and just the most beautiful souls I’ve ever met. They’ve made my life a million times brighter. And honestly, friendship has always been a big struggle for me and I never really had a lot of friends. But these girls have seriously changed my life. They’ve given me so much, I literally can’t thank them enough for everything that they’ve done for me.
Chug. Chug. Chug.
I never really liked alcohol. But lately, it’s been great. I never really liked going out or drinking like everyone else, but I think because I’m in “real” college and I’m surrounded by amazing people… I love it. Gotta love Red Bull as my chaser of choice.
So, I’m in love. It sucks. It’s literally THE most painful thing I’ve ever been through. I don’t think I’ve ever loved someone this much or felt this way about anyone. I literally see no flaws and would probably do anything for this guy. I’m just head over heels for this guy and I just UGH. It’s the worst.
SPRING 2020! We are almost there. I’m so ready and I’m so excited!
School is killing me.
School sucks. I’m just over all these classes and am ready to take different ones. These two classes are biting me in the butt and I need them to get into business school, so there’s that. And I just want to take classes that are more of my interest and more engaging than the ones I’m in now. The struggle is so real.
Creativity is flowing.
I want to be more creative. I want to take pictures. Go on adventures. Do graphic design work. I want to blog more. I want to just get out and do more. I want to create and just put more out into the world.
Well guys, I think that’s all I have to update you on for now. Thanks for catching up with me.
PS I promise new and better content is coming.