First Semester at UH is done. Thank god.
So I just finished my first semester, and I’m so glad it’s over. It’s not because I don’t like school or that I wanted to be home, but it’s because I just need to start over. There has been so much that’s been going on in my life lately and I’m just glad it’s over.
As amazing as this semester has been, it has also been one of the hardest semesters of my life. I’ve lost family members, got heart-broken, and just struggled with life.
I just wanted to tell everyone that it’s okay to mess up or go through shitty times. My grades this semester are literally the worst they’ve ever been. I’ve been struggling financially more than I ever have. I’ve been on an emotional rollercoaster this entire semester with a relationship I thought was going to be the end all be all. Overall, my life has just been really hard and that’s okay.
Rather than beat myself up and get down on myself, I’m choosing to give myself a grace period. I allowed myself one semester to mess up and that’s it. One semester is all I got to mess up and now is the time to get it together. This is kinda something I do in life too. If I mess up or go through a hard time, I give myself a time period to just cry it out or just go crazy, and once that period is over… it’s time to get it together and pull yourself together. My time of crying, being upset, not being in control is OVER. I’m going back to my roots, doing what I love, focusing my energy on what matters, and just being a BOSS.
I’m so excited for what life has in store and just everything that I’m working towards.
I wanna thank all my friends for putting up with my tears, craziness and just everything I’ve been throwing at them throughout this semester! Especially my bestie girls, I love them so much!
I’m READY for change! My smile is back and I’m back better than ever!