UGH. I lost internet connection and this is the second time I'm writing this. Lovely.
It's my first day and to be completely honest... I'm not loving it.
I'm not loving it here. My classes were extremely hard to find, not to mention the hot, humid weather and the hard to find building names. I know I'm being such a complainer so I'm sorry in advance. I'm also not the biggest fan of my roommate. It's not because she's mean or super dirty, but because we aren't compatible. We seem to be almost complete opposites. I was expecting to get an automatic friend out of my roommate, but I definitely did not get that. I'm just feeling really lonely. Every other girl on my floor seems to love their roommate or just have established friends and it just kind of gets lonely. I know, I know... it's only the first day but it doesn't mean that it makes anything easier. AND I know almost everyone on campus is dealing with this too, but no A/C is KILLING ME!
I know I may be dramatic, but being here on this island alone with no friends is really getting to me. I just feel lonely. It sucks. I never thought I'd say this, but I miss home. I miss my best friend so much, my family and the cold weather. I miss knowing where everything is and just being comfortable. But I am also happy I'm uncomfortable because it's really pushing me outside of my comfort zone.
I know it's only the first day, and I'm sure things will get better and look up. I'm just lonely and it's getting me a little down. I'm just trying to keep a float and hope things will get better by the end of the week.
Thanks for letting me complain, it is much appreciated.